| So some one has been checking out the journal, hit the 1000 today! I'm such a lame, lol.
Been gone for a while, just been really busy doing things that need to get done, have not gotten them all done yet, but hopefully I'll get them done sooner, better than later.
I've come to the conclusion, that life is and can be very stressful in every aspect other than just school. I remember back in the day, getting my homework done on time was the only stress, Oh, I'd give ANYTHING to just have that ONE stress now. Now life has become so complicated, u try, or atleast I do, to forget what might and is bugging u, but then u realize, oh shit, just cause I act like it doens't exist doesn't make it go away, it's here and I will have to deal with it, which is the hardest part.
I'm not the kinda person who will share their stress and problems with everyone, if u ask, I might say and I might not, it's nothing personal, I'm just not comfortable talking about it. What really makes me laugh is the simple fact of other people sharing their stress or problems with me that include situations such as clothes, parties, outings. I'm a bitch, I Know, lol, these things might actually be stressful for them, and I do understand that. Owell, the only thing I can think of when these people are talking is, "u are such a jackass." Along with stop talking cause ur making me realize how bad things actually are or can become.
Well, this is a good update I suppose... my o' so lovely bitchness is showing... which is okay, considereing if u really know me, u know I'm not a bitch at heart, or even on the surface. Aight, byee =) |
